And then I found none to blame,
Hurt and broke I realized it was me who played the wrong game ,
Undoubtedly, I did it all for fame ,
It was luxury in the beginning,
On everyone's tongue was my name.
I was the star that brightly shone,
Them people did once wish to see me,
I was one big brat celebrity ,
I had a home in the L.A city ,
All my fake friends thought I was witty,
Never had time for my family that was so perfect and pretty .
Now do I realize ,
After so many tears shed by my eyes,
How precious was time ,
Friends and family never criticize ,
So into me I was for Years and years,
So shallow I had become that I possessed no fears .
Now do I realize ,
After loosing the real deal ,
How my mom waited for me every night and cooked my favorite meal ,
Now do I realize ,
How my siblings thought of me as their role model ,
But I'd care 'bout nothing but me and mine beer bottle.
Now do I realize ,
After they are all gone ,
They were the brightest spotlights that made me shine.
Now do I realize ,
After they are all gone ,
None will I find to blame ,
It was me who played the wrong game .
It was me crazy for fame.
Now do I realize,
I've long lost the best prize.
Now do I realize.
